Time seems to have folded upon itself, stretching daily for epochs, eons; yet passing like sharp, biting gusts of wind, engulfing everything that I am.
I’m caught up, tangled, yet facing an unending expanse of every moment, lined up one behind the other. On the edge and simultaneously a direct participant. I am both audience and actor, unsure of what is mine and what is out of my grasp.
Trying to determine the boundaries of ‘rest’, and ‘growth’, and ‘productivity’, are proving near impossible. Am I trapped, a frozen glacial being doomed to forever observe without influence? Or am I unfurled, a sparrow taking its first, tentative steps on the precipice to complete freedom? I haven’t yet come to a conclusion. I’m not even sure that the scattered pieces that once made up me will even form some semblance of a human any more.
I guess the only way to know is…
Time.
Time is the longest distance between two places.
– Tennessee Williams